Tuesday, December 4, 2007

The world around me

so, yeah. I'm at school right now and it is very boring. I am in english class(which isn't boring) but we are studying Poe on the internet. You want to know what is also strange? Shelterbelt won't let me view my actuall blog. The link is blocked. funny.

Ok, I think I could write a book on all the drama that goes on here. I hear the f- bomb dropped all around me. I can also tell the virgins from the non. Is this wrong. I am one of the good moral ones, and I can judge what a person's personality is by how they look and act around me as I pass them outside or in the hallway? Am I just a passerby to them, can they judge me too, do they even know my name? I know these are some deep questions at school when I should be doing my work(sorry but it is boring) but I really don't care what people I don't even know think about me. I don't care if I ever see them after high school. (by the way, I think you would be surprised what high school is like now compared to what it was earlier in life.) It is also hot in this room.So, heat plus boredness and other things make me sleepy and think about random things. So...

Thought I would share some thoughts about what is going through my head right now at school. 13 minutes until that bell rings. 13 minutes until I am free. 13 minutes! Now 12 I can almost list what I am going to do this afternoon as I count the minutes go by. Unfortunately, they are going very slow. too bad. So, I can say that after Pride was over I felt that I had a life again. Pride takes over in the fall especially since last year when we were national champions. I can go places after school. I applied for a job at hobby lobby and Southern Ag. I can take my sisters to the library if I wanted to. I can do anything in the afternoon after school! I'm free!

Wow, I can write alot when I have things on my mind! i wonder what it is like to be a professional writer. I may not have anything published, but I can write. I don't want to be a philosopher though. English class in the writer's workbench is fun. Writer's Workbench is the computer lab upstairs from our classroom. I may have to go upstairs to get to it, but I am able to write without a pencil. Those things hurt after awile. I know that typing on a keyboard can hurt, but I am not there yet.

Ok, I lied about the minutes. I did the math wrong. now we have 15 minutes. It's been a long day what can I say?! Band was fun. Chemistry I actually got. Band was ok again. History was informative(renassiance). Math was boring(I did my english work in there. I always do). English is well... English. I love some of the stuff we read but still. Emerson is all about non-comformity and encouragement, Thoreau is strange. He decided that he wanted to live out in the woods alone for two years. He was all about non-conformity and self reliance. ok, my teacher has officially seen this and she says I am funny. Ok, I better do my work. sorry, I think I could go on forever today.

bye bye and have a good day.

3 comments:

K said...

High School, huh? I remember that drama all too well and I only graduated about two years ago. I didn't really like it much myself. I only got through it by keeping my head in the books and try not to care too much about the "popularity" cliche drama. (If you could tell, I wasn't a popular one - rather, I was one of the good moral ones myself. And that's far better, in my opinion.) You know, college is somewhat better from what I experienced so far, although some of that drama is still around. I don't suppose it will ever end.

As for your deep questions, they were the same ones I had back then and more. I never really found a lot of answers to them, but that's okay. It's probably something I don't want to know.

So you have a life now? ;-) I'm glad you have something to look forward to, now that Pride's over. And I hope you get the job want. It'll be a good experience I know. Enjoy your freedom ... just don't go too crazy with it. ;-)

And, hey, as long as you're writing, I'll be here to read it. My word is my bond.

By the way, I'm liking the playlist on the homepage. Got some pretty good songs there. :-)

Hang in there, Britt. Keep the faith.

Catch you later...

Over and out.

BrittAS09 said...

Thanks very much K. I appreciate every word you type into a comment. Thanks so very much. I am still putting new songs on there!

Seale

OriginalCindyRose said...

Hmm.

First off ... I wasn't going to say a word about your "boring" math class where you do your english homework except you opened the door, dearie. You do realize that math class is where you learn things such as telling time, adding and subtracting. That pesky 13/12 minutes becoming 15 might not have happened if someone had been paying attention instead of doing english.

I'm just saying.

As for the drama ... just remember one thing darling girl ... the people that you pass each day may notice you more than you think. You don't know what is going on in their lives, in their heads, any more than they do yours. You don't know the reasons behind the actions they take, the words they speak, or the expressions they give.

All that you can do is be the best person YOU can be - keep your head up, your chin up, a smile on your face and an open mind to the world around your. Deny the elements that go against your moral code, for that is what keeps you my good girl, however don't close yourself to possibilities.

Witnessing to those who already know and accept is not truly witnessing. Being yourself and casting forth a witness that He would be proud of to those that may not know or understand is where your strength and sweet personality can be used.

Yes, girls, K & Pooh, high school is full of drama ... as is college. But so is "real life". We have each day only once. We need to live it to the best of our abilities and work hard to always honor him and be open to new experiences.

Love you both!